No. 2

I've been asked about it for quite some time now..

"Besar sudah Hafiyy.. Ndak mau lagi menambah? "
"Jadi bila la mau dikasi adik Hafiyy ni?"
"Jangan la tunggu lama - lama.. beranak la lagi.." etc.. etc..

Kadang - kadang stress macam mau nangis pun ada kalau balik2 kena tanya and compared to other people.. If only they knew..  How much I wanted another baby..  I've been ready for another baby since Hafiyy turned 1.. tapi masi teda rezeki..  Siapa la kita mau menolak perancangan & takdirnya..  Kalau Hafiyy seorang ja pun anak yang kami ada.. I'm still thankful.. Sangat bersyukur masih diberi kesempatan to be a mother..  Mother to this wonderful bright thoughtful happy child.. I am blessed.. Thank you so much ya Allah atas kurniaanMu ini.. 

As for no. 2 we'll wait.. If I'm lucky enough to have another child, Alhamdulillah tapi kalau sudah ketetapannya Hafiyy seorang la permata hati kami.. InsyaAllah aku redha.. In the mean time we'll keep trying..