Nervous

I was 8 days late last month.. As much as I don't want to put my hope up there high in the sky, well I did and when aunt flow finally decided to come I was crush.. I was almost never late! Mula - mula tu memang la tidak mengharap.. but after the 4th day, who am I kidding? I was excited as hell only to be crushed the next 4 days :(

So this month I'm very nervous.. Waiting for aunt flo to come any day now.. Waiting but at the same time very much hoping it'll never come.. Haihh..