running away might be a solution.. 
but where would i go? 
need peace and quite.. somewhere
where no one i know will find me..
where i can find all the answers to the questions
i dont even know yet..
these mix feelings are not good feelings
i want to be alone and yet i dont want to..
i feel afraid to be alone
but there are times i feel that i am alone
and times when i feel that i can make it alone..
wish this unknown nagging feeling would go away..
wish i could feel like my old self again..