Hello :)

Hello there everyone :)

Its almost the end of 2009.. A few more hours and it'll officially be 2010.  So how was 2009 for you?  Mine was full of.. well, lets just say 2009 is not one of my favorite..

Lets recap the year shall we?  This year I've been back stabbed by people I called friends and people who are supposedly called "family" (and I'm using this term loosely..), been in quite a few very difficult situations, seen people cheat, lost respect to a couple of people and a few more I'd rather not write here.  Owh.. one more thing, we're still babyless.  Hmmm... Walaupun begitu, even though I would have classified this year as a "half empty year" 2009 still have those ups moments for me..  My sister got married this year, I have passed all the requirements that qualifies me as a permanent staff of the Jabatan and we've welcomed 3 more nieces and 1 nephew to the family..   So I guess that's not so bad right?

All in all, I'm very thankful for all my family, especially for my siblings..  My sister & brother who is always there for me.  I know I could be a very difficult person to be sister with and I'm not the best sister anyone could have but hey, guess what? You're both stuck with me for as long as I live :P hehehe I'm kidding.. Well, I'll try not to bring you guys down so much la ya..  Thanks so much for everything.  As for the rest of my family members (Hubbs, nenek, aunties, uncles & cousins) and my friends, thank you for everything that you've done for me, for us.. I love all of you..    

So what is the point of celebrating a new year if not hoping for a new beginning, for a new or renew your resolution right? Tapi sebelum buat azam baru, maybe I should check this year's resolution first..  At the beginning of this year I believe I have listed a few resolution so lets see if I've actually accomplished anything.. :)  If I remembered correctly, my first 3 resolution is to I. Be a better Muslim, II. Be a better Wife and III. Be a better Person.  I think it is safe to say that I'm still improving on these 3 areas.  The forth resolution for 2009 is to Be Healthier.  Sebenarnya I'm not really sure how I'm doing in this area cause I was still unable to do that much exercise over the year (me and my excuses are seriously never ending when it comes to exercise) hehehe.. but I would like to think that I have done something in terms of my eating habits..As for the fifth one, V. Cut down Sodas / Carbonated Drinks I'm proud to say I've managed to cut down my soda intake.. woohoooo!! :D Its not easy, but I managed :) Hopefully I can keep on  reducing my soda intake..  Number six (a very very sore spot for me) VI. Baby.  Well, looks like this year is still not our year to be parents.. People get pregnant all the time, popped baby all the time and yet I'm still not! Last but not least, VII. Savings, again, this one is also still a work in progress.

Now that we have get that out of the way, here are my new resolution for 2010.

I.    Be a better Muslim

II.   Be a better wife

III.  Be a better person

IV.  Be healthier

V.   Baby

VI.  Savings

VII. Start looking for oppurtunity

As you can see, the first 6 of my resolution for 2010 is just the same as the one in 2009.  The reason I'm keeping these resolution is because I think it is a continous thing and there are always ways to be better.  I have my doubts about keeping number 5 though cause I'm not sure wheater I should keep hoping /trying (even though I always always ends up getting dissappointed) or take it as a sign that we're still not blessed with a baby because we're not meant to be parents.  Owh well.. Lets just hope our luck will change this year (please pray for us, thanks).  As for resolution number 7, I'm planning to do something other than what I'm doing right now.. In this stage I'm still not sure but hopefully I'll find it soon..

Well, I guess thats it.. this is my last post for 2009 and before I sign off, I would like to post the pictures of lelaki - lelaki yang berjaya mencairkan saya pada tahun ini.. hahahaha (sempat ba lg :P)

1. Edward Cullen - I think this goes without saying.. and there's no explaination needed hahaha.. and because the Edward in my head could not be transferred here, I'll give you the person playing EC, RobPattz :D

2.  Ian Somerhalder - also known as Damon Salvatore.. how could you resist those eyes?

3.  Jeffrey Dean Morgan - Don't know why but he's always on my list.. hahaha.. I find him very sexy :D

 4.  Matt Lanter - Again, its the eyes that captivate me!

 5.  Channing Tatum -  This guy can seriously move!

6.  Steven Strait - Gorgeous! And for the record, if Taylor Lautner is not playing JB, I think Steven is the next best thing that can play JB :D By the way, don't you guys think they look a little bit alike?

Owh! I just realize almost all of them hall have GREEN EYES!! :D hehehe I now officially declared that I have a thing for cute sexy guys with green eyes :P So, who melted your heart this year?

See you guys next year! Later peeps! XOXO