3.00 pm
Pain is extremely excruciating by the time they wheel me to the labour room. The nurse cek lagi sekali.. Bukaan only 3cm. At this point, memang menyerah sudah la.. Memang mau mintak potong sudah mo matter what. Sakitnya on the scale from 1 to 10, (10 paling sakit) is like 25! Sekejap2 aku kejang atas katil tu.. Time - time sakit tu, rasa macam mo marah jak.. Rasa mo menampar pun ada.. Aku sakit hati dengan nurse - nurse yang balik - balik cakap "tarik nafas.. hembus" ulang - ulang time contraction tu. It doesn't help that Hubbs kept asking me if I want to drink.. sama "ada rasa mo berak ka sdh?" haih.. Balik - balik bah menanya bikin sakit hati.. At one point I shouted "boleh ka kamu diam!!!" hahaha.. orang sakit2 sana jugak dorang annoying :P Doktor F pulak tidak pandai datang - datang. After a while one of the nurse told us, dia ada emergency surgery.. One of her patient's baby terlilit tali pusat. Since I was so tense and in so much pain, Doctor F asked the nurse to give me ubat untuk kasi relax. Lepas kena jab, nurse tu cakap "Bah, sudah kena jap ni aa.. masuk sudah ubat, boleh sudah kau relax.. Kalau mo tidur tidur la.. Jalan sudah tu ubat". Pandai - pandai la dia cakap ubat sudah jalan padahal I do not feel a thing, and so I asked if boleh kena jab lagi 2 kali.. hahaha..sakit betul bah!
4.00 pm
Sakit makin bertambah. Habis la tangan Hubbs jadi mangsa.. Bukan saja di genggam sekuat hati malahan sampai aku gigit! Nasib la dia kasi sedar aku menggigit kalau tidak rasanya bedarah jugak tu. I was extremely tired sudah time ni.. Mau tetidur tapi baru jak mo tidur, contraction datang, then contaction abis, mo tetidur lagi balik.. begitu jak la balik2. Time ni contraction is 2 minutes apart. Nurse cek bukaan, 6cm sdh! Semangat balik mo deliver normal.
5.30 pm
Ingatkan the pain can't get any worst, turns out memang boleh! Contraction 1 minute apart and suddenly "Nurse.. saya mo berak!!!" When I said that, nurse tu pigi cek bukaan pulak. Dalam hati, "kalau aku teberak ni kena t**k la tangan nurse ni" Nurse tu dengan eksitednya cakap "9cm sudah! Rahim pun sdh very soft" The nurse asked me to push. Dia cakap kalau nampak sudah kepala baby macam 50 sen dia panggil Dr F naik.
5.45 pm
Dr F came. Rasa semakin mo berak semakin kuat.. Rasa macam ada t**k besar bentuk segiempat sama yang besar ndak dapat kuar. Balik - balik kestau "saya mo teberak" hihihihi.. mewarning awal - awal. Nasib jugak la ndak teberak.. Rasa jak mo berak.
6.36 pm
Muhammad Ameen Hafiyy selamat lahir ke dunia :)
Monday, February 13, 2012
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Birth - part 2
Guess its about time I continued the post eh? hehee..
9.00 am
Still feeling no contraction or pain whatsoever.. Aunty G arrived and then Aunty F arrived. A few minutes later the Dr F came by and explain the situation to us. According to Dr F, the baby have to be born within 24 hours time frame because my water bag broke. So, I have 2 options, option 1, we can start with C-sect right away or 2, I'd have to be induced. Baby tepaksa keluar within 24 hours untuk mengelakkan jangkitan kuman. Before we made tAs I've mentioned before, I wanted natural birth so we opted for ihe decision, Dr F wanted to check bukaan. I was a bit reluctant sebab teringat betapa sakitnya nurse tu cek time sampai tadi.. Huhu.. Dr F assured me she'll be gentle. After she checked, belum ada bukaan pun. So we decided to try inducing the baby out. Around 10 am, Aunty W, biras and SIL3 datang.. At this point there's about 7 person in the room with me mo bagi semangat. I'm so blessed!
10.30 am
Drip kena pasang. Proses inducing bermula.. After 2 minutes, the nurse asked if i felt anything and I said none. Nurse tu pegang perut aku and said, "you're actually having a contraction now, tapi maybe you didn't notice". And then, after a few minutes, dia cakap lagi, "you're having another contraction now", and still I don't feel anything. Masa nurse tu cakap gitu, dalam hati I was like "itu jak contraction? teda rasa apa - apa pun.. Langsung ndak sakit.. Ok la kalau gini ni.." but boy was I wrong!
10.43 am
I'm starting to feel the contraction. At first it was tolerable but then it got stronger and that is another story!
11.00 am
The pain was so so much stronger, tapi masi boleh lagi senyum and menyampuk - nyampuk aunty - aunty bebual.
11.10 am
Sangat sakit sudah.. Ndak boleh sudah menyampuk.. huhu
12.00 pm
Pain getting unbearable.. Dr F came Aunty G her to check if there's any opening. Again I was hesitant.. Tapi lepas kena pujuk cakap we'll not know how's the progress if ndak kena check I let her check. 2cm opening. Dr F was hopefull tapi she said I better prepare myself for C-sect just incase. We decided then to make 3pm as our dateline. Kalau by 3pm there's still no positive progress then tepaksa lah bedah. Seriously, all those stories I heard about the pain memang tidak dapat menggambarkan exactly how painful sakit contaction ni.. huhu.. and people said induced contraction is so much worst so I'm experincing that! Dalam kesakitan tu, teringat Mama.. How I wished she was there with me.. How I miss her, how I miss both of them at that moment.. (Al - Fatihah) Betapa besarnya pengorbanan seorang ibu..
3.00 pm
Pain was excruciating. One of the nurse datang cek bukaan and it was only 3cm! Kecewa.. but at this point, I was in so much pain memang fikir mau mintak potong sudah. The nurse took me to the labour room.
to be continued.. again..
9.00 am
Still feeling no contraction or pain whatsoever.. Aunty G arrived and then Aunty F arrived. A few minutes later the Dr F came by and explain the situation to us. According to Dr F, the baby have to be born within 24 hours time frame because my water bag broke. So, I have 2 options, option 1, we can start with C-sect right away or 2, I'd have to be induced. Baby tepaksa keluar within 24 hours untuk mengelakkan jangkitan kuman. Before we made tAs I've mentioned before, I wanted natural birth so we opted for ihe decision, Dr F wanted to check bukaan. I was a bit reluctant sebab teringat betapa sakitnya nurse tu cek time sampai tadi.. Huhu.. Dr F assured me she'll be gentle. After she checked, belum ada bukaan pun. So we decided to try inducing the baby out. Around 10 am, Aunty W, biras and SIL3 datang.. At this point there's about 7 person in the room with me mo bagi semangat. I'm so blessed!
10.30 am
Drip kena pasang. Proses inducing bermula.. After 2 minutes, the nurse asked if i felt anything and I said none. Nurse tu pegang perut aku and said, "you're actually having a contraction now, tapi maybe you didn't notice". And then, after a few minutes, dia cakap lagi, "you're having another contraction now", and still I don't feel anything. Masa nurse tu cakap gitu, dalam hati I was like "itu jak contraction? teda rasa apa - apa pun.. Langsung ndak sakit.. Ok la kalau gini ni.." but boy was I wrong!
10.43 am
I'm starting to feel the contraction. At first it was tolerable but then it got stronger and that is another story!
11.00 am
The pain was so so much stronger, tapi masi boleh lagi senyum and menyampuk - nyampuk aunty - aunty bebual.
11.10 am
Sangat sakit sudah.. Ndak boleh sudah menyampuk.. huhu
12.00 pm
Pain getting unbearable.. Dr F came Aunty G her to check if there's any opening. Again I was hesitant.. Tapi lepas kena pujuk cakap we'll not know how's the progress if ndak kena check I let her check. 2cm opening. Dr F was hopefull tapi she said I better prepare myself for C-sect just incase. We decided then to make 3pm as our dateline. Kalau by 3pm there's still no positive progress then tepaksa lah bedah. Seriously, all those stories I heard about the pain memang tidak dapat menggambarkan exactly how painful sakit contaction ni.. huhu.. and people said induced contraction is so much worst so I'm experincing that! Dalam kesakitan tu, teringat Mama.. How I wished she was there with me.. How I miss her, how I miss both of them at that moment.. (Al - Fatihah) Betapa besarnya pengorbanan seorang ibu..
3.00 pm
Pain was excruciating. One of the nurse datang cek bukaan and it was only 3cm! Kecewa.. but at this point, I was in so much pain memang fikir mau mintak potong sudah. The nurse took me to the labour room.
to be continued.. again..
Birth - part 1
Well guys, I'm officially a MOTHER! Yay for me!! :) Macam ndak percaya pun ada.. Mula - mula rasa surreal ja bila tau pregnant and now, I'm actually holding my baby in my arms.. Syukur alhamdulillah.. Besar sungguh kuasaMu ya Allah.. So, just so I don't forget that moment and who knows maybe someday my son would read this (hopefully) I'll blog about my experience.
Jan 10. 2012
5.30 am
Been up for around 20 minutes, in bed, still bepikir2 mo bangun ka tidak bangun ka tidak.. Sangat malas mo bergerak, maklumlah, berat mo bawak badan yang besar (hehehe..) when suddenly I felt something keluar between my legs. At first I thought it was just a discharge (its common in pregnancy, especially at the third trimester to have discharge). It was quite a "heavy discharge" but being malas, I ignored it. Then I felt it again. This is when I decided to wake up and get ready for work. So besiap - siap la mau mandi and took my panties off. Rasa hairan tgk there's nothing on my panty liner but my panties are soaking wet. Still, I ignored it and went to take my bath. It happen again in the toilet and in the bedroom after mandi so I decided to woke Hubbs up. I asked him if he thinks my water just broke? Since this is my/our first experience, tidak tau pulak kan apa sebenarnya yg berlaku.. He just said, "bukan ba tu.. ntah2 macam hari tu.. teda apa2.. " and as soon as the words came out of his mouth, keluar lagi dengan banyaknya that "discharge" and he saw it with his own eyes.. Lepas tu dia yang panik lebih dari aku.. hahaha..
6.15 am
Texted a few friends asking about air ketuban.. What does it look like? What should I feel? According to them, its clear and normally I should start feel the pain of contraction, and even though I'm not feeling any pain whatsoever at that time, I should go to the hospital to check whats going on. Hubbs was busy calling his parents and his sisters telling/ordering them to come meet us at the hospital (I told you he's more panic than I). Took my time packing and getting ready with Hubbs constantly nag me to do it faster. Since I'm not feeling any pain still, 've got a feeling that its going to be a long day and insisted that we go for breakfast first before going to the hospital, and boy was I glad that I insisted cause thats the last meal I ate untill 9pm that night.
7.20 am
Sampai hospital, told the nurse at the registration counter what happen and was asked to go to this room for check up. Masuk dalam this one room, I was asked to pee first then baring atas katil and kena pasang this monitoring gadget d perut utk amik heartbeat baby.. I was asked some questions, jam brapa air keluar, what color was it, was there any blood and they kept asking if I felt any contraction and I said no (not that I know what contraction feels like at that time hehe..). I was feeling okay still at this time.. Still calm.. Hubbs on the other hand busy panicking.. Hahaha.. Pacing here and there.. Kept calling his parents and siblings to update on whats going on. When the nurse keluar sekejap dari bilik Hubbs sat next to me and said.. "Abang rasa memang hari ni la anak kita keluar.." After a few minutes, ada satu nurse datang and cek the monitoring gadget.. Then, dia pun cakap mo cek bukaan.. Baru jak dia cakap mo cek bukaan I was like whatttt? huhu.. From what I heard (from friends yang sudah gave birth) it was so very uncomfortable time kena cek bukaan. Tapi bila burse tu cek my bukaan, it was not only uncomfortable it was painful! Rasanya macam nurse tu kasi masuk tangan dia sampai siku! And she kept on digging and digging and digging while saying "masi jauh lagi ni.. blum turun lagi kepala baby.. rahim masi ketat" huhu.. Apparently I still don't have any bukaan. I was admitted anyways sebab sudah pecah air ketuban. They told me if after 3 hours I still don't feel any contraction I would have to be induced or if I preferred, I can opt for C- sect sebab takut baby will be exposed to bacteria. Because of the broken water bag, I have to give labour in 24 hours time.
8.30 am
I am still feeling calm.. Masi boleh update blog and tweet.. hahaha..
to be continued..
Jan 10. 2012
5.30 am
Been up for around 20 minutes, in bed, still bepikir2 mo bangun ka tidak bangun ka tidak.. Sangat malas mo bergerak, maklumlah, berat mo bawak badan yang besar (hehehe..) when suddenly I felt something keluar between my legs. At first I thought it was just a discharge (its common in pregnancy, especially at the third trimester to have discharge). It was quite a "heavy discharge" but being malas, I ignored it. Then I felt it again. This is when I decided to wake up and get ready for work. So besiap - siap la mau mandi and took my panties off. Rasa hairan tgk there's nothing on my panty liner but my panties are soaking wet. Still, I ignored it and went to take my bath. It happen again in the toilet and in the bedroom after mandi so I decided to woke Hubbs up. I asked him if he thinks my water just broke? Since this is my/our first experience, tidak tau pulak kan apa sebenarnya yg berlaku.. He just said, "bukan ba tu.. ntah2 macam hari tu.. teda apa2.. " and as soon as the words came out of his mouth, keluar lagi dengan banyaknya that "discharge" and he saw it with his own eyes.. Lepas tu dia yang panik lebih dari aku.. hahaha..
6.15 am
Texted a few friends asking about air ketuban.. What does it look like? What should I feel? According to them, its clear and normally I should start feel the pain of contraction, and even though I'm not feeling any pain whatsoever at that time, I should go to the hospital to check whats going on. Hubbs was busy calling his parents and his sisters telling/ordering them to come meet us at the hospital (I told you he's more panic than I). Took my time packing and getting ready with Hubbs constantly nag me to do it faster. Since I'm not feeling any pain still, 've got a feeling that its going to be a long day and insisted that we go for breakfast first before going to the hospital, and boy was I glad that I insisted cause thats the last meal I ate untill 9pm that night.
7.20 am
Sampai hospital, told the nurse at the registration counter what happen and was asked to go to this room for check up. Masuk dalam this one room, I was asked to pee first then baring atas katil and kena pasang this monitoring gadget d perut utk amik heartbeat baby.. I was asked some questions, jam brapa air keluar, what color was it, was there any blood and they kept asking if I felt any contraction and I said no (not that I know what contraction feels like at that time hehe..). I was feeling okay still at this time.. Still calm.. Hubbs on the other hand busy panicking.. Hahaha.. Pacing here and there.. Kept calling his parents and siblings to update on whats going on. When the nurse keluar sekejap dari bilik Hubbs sat next to me and said.. "Abang rasa memang hari ni la anak kita keluar.." After a few minutes, ada satu nurse datang and cek the monitoring gadget.. Then, dia pun cakap mo cek bukaan.. Baru jak dia cakap mo cek bukaan I was like whatttt? huhu.. From what I heard (from friends yang sudah gave birth) it was so very uncomfortable time kena cek bukaan. Tapi bila burse tu cek my bukaan, it was not only uncomfortable it was painful! Rasanya macam nurse tu kasi masuk tangan dia sampai siku! And she kept on digging and digging and digging while saying "masi jauh lagi ni.. blum turun lagi kepala baby.. rahim masi ketat" huhu.. Apparently I still don't have any bukaan. I was admitted anyways sebab sudah pecah air ketuban. They told me if after 3 hours I still don't feel any contraction I would have to be induced or if I preferred, I can opt for C- sect sebab takut baby will be exposed to bacteria. Because of the broken water bag, I have to give labour in 24 hours time.
8.30 am
I am still feeling calm.. Masi boleh update blog and tweet.. hahaha..
to be continued..
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